You are weak still.
You need a crutch to help you until your spiritual muscles are strong.
That's okay. Nothing to be ashamed of. It is humility to know when a foe is still too strong for you. To know when you need help.
Sign up for Covenant Eyes filtering software today.
If you sign up with that link I just gave you, you also get a free month.
But either way, sign up. You need it. It will filter sites on your computer and devices and put one more obstacle between you and grave sin.
Can you get around such a filter? Sure. We are clever men and God gifted us with intelligence.
But it takes effort to do so, and that is a deterrent. In the next chapter, we'll set up the second step in that deterrent: accountability.
I know it costs money. Every month it costs a small amount of money. Save money by selling something. Or by working an extra hour. Or by not spending it on something.
It's worth it; it will help you; eventually you won't need it. But you need it today.
"Chastity is a difficult, long term matter; one must wait patiently for it to bear fruit, for the happiness of loving kindness which it must bring. But at the same time, chastity is the sure way to happiness."
- Pope St. John Paul II